After fasting and prayer for four days, what I learned mainly was not just to love people and yearn for their salvation. God revealed me His almighty, righteousness, faithfulness and provision during the time. It has been marvelous week that I've been reflecting what God's blessed me through whole seven years. First of all, I am grateful that God provided the food, the money which was I had to take risk to see God helped me out, and the workers that He sent to help to do the harvest here. I have learned about being felt to recognize His presence during the time of prayer seeking for Him. I have learned to be honest and pouring out my heart to say how I feel in every way and also to confess what I am, how I feel, some bad feelings that were bad to God. I've exactly the meaning by my heart to lay my trust on Him while we did not have money at all to pay for the farewell party out reach, and I learned to take the risk ordering the food two thousand baht by trusting in His provision. God taught me by asking me whose ministry and who is running the ministry, if it is Gods wouldn't He provide for His OWN ministry. Why were you so worried about it? Was His Hand too short?
One more promise that He talked through me during that time which was so touching and warm. He said life on earth is difficult and tiring, you may loose several times here apple, but one day, one day that'll be the day you will never ever loose again. The victory will be yours. You and I will be together forever.